What’s your biggest dream?
I used to sit or lay in bed with some meditation music on and just let my mind wander where it may. And where it always wandered was winning money in a lawsuit against the higher social media platforms and such, like: Facebook, YouTube, Google, Microsoft, Apple, Amazon and the internet company I was using at the time.
I also daydreamed of winning a settlement against the cities/counties police officers that did not help me or believe that I was being harassed online. I gave them a fair break in my settlement though. I didn’t figure they could afford much. So, I asked for a combined amount (I dealt with three city police departments) of only $42 million dollars. Just enough to share some and give some to a good attorney that could help me go after “the big dogs”.
Yes, I was harassed online by “his” group of online friends. And I tried telling the police this on numerous occasions. But they never believed me because of my bipolar diagnosis. I have never had a delusion in my life, until I met “that man”.
Of course I still didn’t ask for much. Just a combined settlement of 89 million dollars from the places I listed above (minus any police).
I had to change my settlement amount when I learned that was the same amount Trump had to pay some woman in a sexual harassment lawsuit. Thinking, “Well, there went my settlement money!” I changed the dollar amount to $189 million dollars instead, combined by all these companies.
In my daydream I purchase two properties in my area that I absolutely love. One property is a hermitage. The other property is a botanical garden and event center.
I purchased one for men and the other for women.
And I changed the name of both properties to “The Healing Center”.
Both properties have housing on it. I picked the hermitage for the men and the botanical garden for the women.
The hermitage is rugged. There are several one person cabins spread throughout this beautiful wooded area. There is no indoor plumbing. Heat and light is by gas. There is a screen porch attached to each cabin. There is no electricity.
But the landscape is very peaceful, calming, exciting, and prayerful. Your cabin is like right in the thick of the woods. I’ve had a male deer come all the way to my screened porch while I was out there (NO, you cannot go hunting). He was making some very disturbing noises that I later learned was normal behavior of a male deer during mating season.
Now I know.
There’s also a bible already there.
An alter if you’re into using one.
A nice rocking chair right in front of a big picture window facing the woods.
It’s like there is no TV necessary in my eyes. I’ve seen a lot out there just in the …. I’ve maybe been there…. At least six (6) times. It’s always been a wonderful experience.
I picked the botanical garden for the women because I did not think most women would be interested in no electric and no plumbing. I myself, I can manage it for a few days. But longer than that the lack of cleanliness would drive me to depression.
There is a main house already on the properties with another house as well.
I’m thinking about taking homeless males and females in to stay and be employees for me. Plus get my services for free. or, in my daydream I mean.
What I really think about is, I want to share with others what has worked for me.
I haven’t made it to the end of this daydream yet. I usually get caught up in the tiny details. Which I probably shouldn’t share.
Well, we all know I’m strong Aquarius ♒️ in my older age. I’m not so carried away by my emotions. I don’t know if that is good or bad. But I analyze everything. And because of my age it takes me a little longer to process things. Actually, a lot longer. So, I can take people by surprise when I bring something up that happened a day or so ago.
And that’s all folks.

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