The Wiccan Christian

Hope, Healing and Happiness in Trauma Recovery

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Welcome to The Wiccan Christian. I’m sure there are a lot of people who may wonder, “What exactly does that mean?” Well, I guess if there is a such thing, that’s what I am. Hi, my name is Cindy. I have started this blog to be more like a diary; with personal thoughts, quotes, biblical references, spiritual ideas, basically things I’ve come across in time, either by my own mind or the mind of another that has just stuck with me. I won’t say this blog will be organized as I am not an organizer. But I want to share my experiences with people in hopes that maybe someone will understand and actually relate to a few stories. Ive had a lot of experiences in my life that I feel I need to share. I think it removes fear and brings understanding. I suffer….okay, I won’t say “suffer”…that sounds so….empty, like there was never anything good in my life. Not the case at all. I’ve had some very wonderful experiences in life. But I too carry scars that may or may not completely heal. I’ve been hurt in the worst way I think a person can be hurt. Nevertheless, I am a survivor. Welcome to my blog. And thank you for stopping by!
My Therapist

My Therapist

List the people you admire and look to for advice…

I hate to say this, but I suffer from complex PTSD. I say suffer, because it truly is suffering. I don’t trust anybody, but I do trust my therapist. I’ve been seeing her for probably six (6) years and I feel I can tell her anything. Why not? She gets paid to listen. And I don’t worry about her judging me. Just giving me super advice and sharing great coping skills that can replace the ones that no longer serve me.

I also started seeing this PE therapist about a month ago. It’s been a struggle, because it’s bubbling things to the surface. But I am trusting the process and living in hope that this PE therapy will be effective.

And lastly, I admire anybody that can put up with my moodiness, which includes a relationship. But I don’t see that in the cards for any time in the near future. So, I’ll just stick with my therapist for now.

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