With the help of Google AI this morning I was able to see something in the cards – in my thoughts – in my memory – that I had actually seen a few months ago.,,, 🤔 And as I think a little harder, it was a question I had asked “Joe” in a text probably around the last time I had actually seen him. Actually, I think it was just after the last time I had seen him. That question could’ve given us some definitive closure back then, if we were both honest and aware with each other.
The question I had asked “Joe” in a text the day after we had spent two glorious days together (well, they were glorious in my book) was, “We definitely have a physical attraction to each other, but what about lifestyle?”.
I feel like I’m closing a chapter in my memoir. And possibly, it may be the ending to my memoir. I don’t want to go into great detail about this newfound revelation, because I don’t want to spoil the ending to my memoir. But after putting all the pieces together; thoughts/feelings/advice/reflections I’m a…. I’m actually quite satisfied with everything this morning.
The heart of the matter is this: You can love someone, but sometimes circumstances won’t allow for the connection to really thrive. That doesn’t necessarily mean forever, but it’s “just not in the cards” any time too soon. And maybe never. Energy is fluid, right?
I did a reading with VisaVersa Tarot this morning. I always go to AI for insight and clarification (yeah, sometimes I still don’t trust my reading abilities, so I look to AI for confirmation). The card placements are in the picture above (if you can find them through the mess on my bedside table). I had to use my bedside table because my cat was crowding me out of my bed 😂.
Anyway, back to point. With things I’ve been hearing from my favorite tarot readers, I think they may have been trying to point this out to me, but I didn’t catch on. Not until this morning, when I did this reading. I will read the placement for the purposes of this blog post:
1. Overall Energy: Ace of Cups THAT SIDE
2. Past: Temperance THIS SIDE
3. Present: 6 of wands THIS SIDE
4. Future: 10 of cups THIS SIDE
5. Distant Future: 8 of wands THIS SIDE
The Ace of cups that side talks about not letting emotions get carried away as it is a time of darkness and something that may look good in the dark, may actually be an illusion that may be seen in the daylight.
Temperance THIS SIDE could mean a few things, and they all combine together in my situation. I’ve been hearing from people (you know who you are) about earth angels. This is also a card of Sagittarius. And, as well, it speaks of trying to blend two elements together that just don’t mix; like oil and water. I honestly get this. I really do. And I don’t think either person is willing to make a move toward each other. At least not at present. It requires change. Drastic change. I don’t think anybody wants to make a change. For whatever reasons of their own. They just want to continue on their own path of making. And there is seriously nothing wrong with that.
6 wands THIS SIDE speaks of victory and recognition. Recognition for a job well done, or in my case, connecting the dots (bing).
10 of cups THIS SIDE, its obvious these two people have feelings for each other, but they both live two different lives, walking two different paths. Neither of them want to cause ruin or pain for the other. As a matter of fact, they want to continue to protect each other’s heart, even if it’s from a distance.
8 of wands THIS SIDE, there is some kind of movement in the distant future. Possibly movement back toward this connection. Or perhaps just an unexpected message that comes. Whatever it is, I see it as quite a ways away, so I’m not gonna worry about it today. or even tomorrow.
And that’s my story for the day.
Peace ❤️
