The Wiccan Christian

As I have gotten older I have noticed I’ve maybe turned into a little bit of a “Karen” . But I’ve noticed that with a few other people. So it’s not just me,

I mean, I don’t go carrying on like a lunatic. (Anymore anyway). But I wouldn’t be honest if I didn’t speak it as it is. Irritating.

I’ve really been putting a lot of attention to my memory the last few days. Why?? Because they are things I feel I should remember.,things that maybe just came into my mind lately. And instead of looking at it, swallowing it and digesting it, I’ve been trying to avoid it. And due to unforeseen circumstances, I’ve been really good at avoiding it,

My regular therapist has been out for three weeks from a car accident concussion. I don’t want to just wish her well for my sake. I hope she’s getting better!❤️‍🩹

I do miss her though. I’ve still been dealing with my PE therapist on a weekly basis though. I’m not sure what to think about her. She’s got a lot to say, that’s for sure. But I still feel like she doesn’t believe me about these “strange” occurrences.

And one big example I can think of again as it happened last time too. And that is somebody changed all the passwords on my google accounts. I can’t get into any of them. Which has me really irritated 😠. But I don’t want to react too harshly about it, because I do believe these narcissists have endured the most traumatic experiences. At least that’s what I read.

And, in knowing that, makes me realize how damaged and wounded these people are. But you’ll never get them to agree with your conclusions, because they think they’re just fine.

But I got a mean one stalking me, harassing me through various social platforms. The same person that did me dirty 6-7 years is out doing me dirty again.

And I honestly don’t what made him start back up on me. 🤔…. I’m going to have to think on that one for awhile.

It all started with a lie I caught him in. He couldn’t paddle his way out of it. Though, I still don’t know the reason for the “why?”, but I can probably guess.

He says he never cheated on me. But, I don’t necessarily believe that. People on that nasty drug don’t know how to keep their pants on. All morals and values go out the window when that stuff is involved.

All in all, this wasn’t really what I wanted to talk about. But it was all I had on my mind this morning.

I’m not liking that I’m going to have to drive home in the rain this morning. Really stinks 😷.

Have a great day ☺️. I hope it’s not raining where you’re at. But I’ll be honest, we really need rain up here.