The Wiccan Christian

I believe we spend our entire lives learning. There is always something new to learn, and I’m not talking about school learning. I’m talking about learning life lessons. Every day is a new day to learn.

I am always fascinated by the things I learn. I learn about people, just by observing their actions and their behavior, as well as their reactions to other’s behaviors.

What I like about learning is you can mess up on something and say, “I didn’t know”. And you’re given another opportunity to try and figure it out again.

Like unhealthy cycles for example. I don’t know what it is I’m supposed to be learning from the zodiac Cancer. But I tell you, God is trying to teach me something about them. I know and have spent time with several Cancers. Thinking back, those cancer ♋️ friends seem to be quite sensitive, but very loyal, as well as controlling. Or maybe it’s just being protective.

Maybe God is trying to tell me it’s okay to have feelings.

I’m an Aquarius ♒️. We analyze more than we feel. Everybody is more like a problem to solve for us Aquarius people. We think. A lot. We try to analyze and understand where big feelings come from,

I am so out of touch with my feelings.

That’s a lie. I’ve been bawling my head off for a week. I told my therapist that on Friday. Her response was complete joy. She said, “That is so great Cindy! PE therapy must be working!”

I said, “Apparently”.

I guess that PE therapy is working after all. The memory that we started with is like, gone. After crying fr a week it finally went away.

And, as a matter of fact, now that I’ve gotten a confession on some things from the past I actually feel a lot more content with my life than I have ever been for a very long time. I just knew…. I knew.